… there is no reason why I should be hiding. I am not doing anything wrong, I have just fallen out of the box, some time, on the road… Now I am in the wide open space of the universe and wonder why I have been so blind for so long. Then again, if I hadn’t been blind, I wouldn’t know the difference between life in the box and outside.
It would be great to be open but I am deeply worried how I would be seen and understood.
Last night I woke up in the middle of the night and thought, I am waiting for death, I am waiting for an end so I can start anew. Only, in reality, I would much rather start anew right now…